Thursday, 26 February 2009

bad n good

i have good and bad news

good news is my application for the new quarters has been approved. so, i will be moving soon, and start a new life. ALONE.
but what bugging in my head is that if i get the overseas transfer letter within this period..susahlah kan. while im still here, kehidupan kene la teruskan. Hope to get that letter lambat sikit, hujung tahun ke, thn dpn ke. why we always to choose :( its really hard to make a decision.

and the bad news, i have midterm exam this sunday, and im not ready...x seronoknye weekend ni..

Monday, 23 February 2009

annual check up

Most of us know we should have an annual checkup, but do we actually do it? If we have one every year do we actually know if it is complete? Do we understand the tests and examinations we are having done? Most of us will answer no to at least one of those questions. There is no excuse for not having a thorough yearly exam. Medicare is now covering many of the tests that should be done during your annual checkup. As in my office today, we have a mini check up. Klinik kesihatan Dengkil is coming over to our office to do free check up for all staff. But the result not so good to be heard. Bukan la serious just biaselah me, kurang berat badan..hahah not ideal with my heights. huhu..need 3 kg more :( now only 42 kg maa. im losing my appetite lately, lglah turun berat badan. the rest is okay, blood pressure, glucometer, everythings fine. some of my friends do the papsmear test too..hehheh. (utk yg dah kawin saje)

Saturday, 21 February 2009

my hectic saturday :(

im trying to finished up my assignment at the office today. yeah..suppose i should have a really nice rest at home..not pruductive saturday huh. i only hit 3 pages for the whole day that i spend..not worth it. but at least i only need two more pages. reach home at 7pm.

Just wondering,im losing my appetite a lot lately.In the daytime i rarely want to eat that much, eventhough im really hungry. i dont know why. maybe im too stress of my work and studies. cant stand like this la..huhu

erni yg lapar

Thursday, 19 February 2009


yesterday recieved bad news that our warga emas project had be cancelled. after a lot of time and effort had been sure all of my team feel sad but however there must be reason kan. dont give up friends

today i would like to dedicate this poem to all my beloved friends no matter where u are. suddenly i felt missing...

Missing My Friend

I miss you my friend are so dear.
Even though you are not near.
I carry you within my heart.
And i know that we will never part.
You're special to me ..that much is true.
Without you, I wouldnt know what to do.
I depend on you and you on me.
No truer friends could there ever be.
I wish we were together ..that would be such fun.
We would talk for hours and never be done.
One day we will meet ...It has to be so.
I would go anywhere for you matter were i had to go.
You're more than my're my lil and big sis too.
And I know this much ....I will always love you.

Tuesday, 17 February 2009

hati dan perasaan

Hati dan Perasaan

Mungkin Tuhan sengaja mahu kita berjumpa dgn orang yg salah sebelum menemui insan yg betul supaya apabila kita akhirnya menemui insan yg betul, kita akan tahu bagaimana utk bersyukur dgn pemberian dan hikmah disebalik pemberian tersebut.

Apabila salah satu pintu kebahagiaan tertutup, yg lain akan terbuka tapi lazimnya kita akan memandang pintu yg telah tertutup itu terlalu lama hinggakan kita tidak nampak pintu yg telah pun terbuka untuk kita.

Teman yg paling baik ialah seseorang yang kita boleh duduk bersama di dalam buaian dan berbuai bersama tanpa berkata apa-apa pun dan kemudian berjalan pulang dgn perasaan bahawa itulah perbualan yang paling hebat yg pernah kita rasai. Memang benar yang kita tidak akan tahu apa yg kita punyai sehinggalah kita kehilangannya dan juga benar bahawa kita tidak akan tahu apa yg kita rindukan sehinggalah “Ianya” hadir.

Ia cuma mengambil masa seminit untuk jatuh hati pada seseorang, satu jam utuk menyukai seseorang, satu hari untuk menyintai seseorang tetapi ia mengambil masa sepanjang hidup untuk melupakan seseorang.

Jangan pandang kepada kecantikan kerana ianya akan lapuk ditelan usia, jangan kejar kemewahan kerana ianya akan susut ditelan masa. Apa yang kekal hanyalah kecantikan hati seseorang… .

Carilah seseorang yang bisa membuatkan anda tersenyum kerana ia cuma memerlukan sekuntum senyuman untuk mencerahkan hari yg suram. Akan tiba satu ketika didalam kehidupan apabila anda teramat rindukan seseorang sehingga anda ingin menggapainya dari mimpi dan memeluknya dengan sebenar.

Mimpilah apa yang anda inginkan, pergilah ke mana-mana yg anda ingin tujui dan jadilah apa yg anda inginkan kerana anda hanya memiliki satu kehidupan dan satu peluang untuk melakukan semua perkara yang ingin anda lakukan.

Semoga anda memiliki kebahagiaan yg cukup untuk membuatkan diri anda menarik, percubaan yg cukup utk membuatkan anda kuat, kesedihan yg cukup utk memastikan anda adalah seorang insan dan harapan yg cukup utk membuatkan anda bahagia… .

Kebahagiaan seseorang manusia tidak semestinya dalam memiliki segala yg terbaik. Mereka hanya membuat yg terbaik dalam hampir apa saja yg datang didalam hidup mereka. Kebahagiaan terletak kepada mereka yg menangis, mereka yg terluka, mereka yang telah mencari dan mereka yg telah mencuba, hanya mereka yg boleh menghargai kepentingan manusia yg telah menyentuh hidup mereka. Cinta bermula dgn senyuman, mekar dgn ciuman dan berakhir dgn tangisan… ..

Masa depan yg cerah sentiasa berteraskan kehidupan yg lalu yg telah dilupakan Anda tidak boleh meneruskan kehidupan dengan sempurna sehingga anda melupakan kegagalan dan kekecewaan masa silam

” Cinta takkan datang kalau tidak dicari”

Monday, 16 February 2009

malas mood

i think i should change the title of my blog from metoday to meweekly..malas tul nk update. lgpun, there's nothing interesting happend recently. im not celebrating velentines. just receive a sms from syafiq. thanks dear. other than that i just doing my routine works, studies, meet new friends. yes new friends as well as old friends. they complete me. a lots of my old friends that i met in frenster. they keep asking me whether i still remember them. insyaalah erni x kan lupa kawan. just add me k.

about the the songs that i keep on playin recently, if i were a boy. i really like the lyrics. hope lelaki kat luar sana appreciate what they have.

Thursday, 12 February 2009

song of the week

If I Were A Boy lyrics

If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
'Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy

Monday, 9 February 2009

gigi rosak? takde lg :)

nothing much that i do this weekend. as my teeth is killing me. went to see the dentist on sunday but none of them opened their clinic. huhu..what to do, pain killer je la. so, pagi ni ku gagahi jualah jumpe dr munah at serdang. she's kind and x rase sakit langsung dier cabut. kalau nk tau 2 sekali gigi geraham dier cabut...fuhh. i suggest this doc to those yg takut sangat nk jumpe dr gigi. tp please sediakan duit yg secukupnya la. maklumlah professional. sebatang gigi geraham rm100 kay. mmg x sakit ;).

thats all for now. chiow

Saturday, 7 February 2009

sakit gigi

cant even think, cant even talk huhu im in pain. :(

Sunday, 1 February 2009

hidup kg bukit naga

last saturday my epjj group has started our project for ctu subject which is to set up one program that relating to social responsibility. we have decided to do the warga emas project. it was the idea from our ustaz. the objective is to menghargai jasa warga emas yg telah berkhidmat utk negara such as policeman, nurse, teacher, ketua kg..ect.
the venue would be kg bukit naga in shah alam. i am sure not many of us ever heard about this kg. we have discussed over our program with ketua kg as well. Our beloved ustaz wife so baik hati preparing our breakfast at their house.
if im still around this march, i would give all of my effort to make this project successful. im feeling much more comfortable with my group members now. feels like one family.